After the last post I felt you all needed an update before we get to "doing this all over again". Today is Thursday, 1 week from the treatment cycle I had. Yesterday and today I held food down but the primary side effect of the Chemo drug (diarrhea ) has taken over so my body is desperately trying grab any nutrients from the food as it goes flying by like an energetic 2 year old.
This is a space I try to be honest about what life as a cancer pateint feels like however for most people, until you experience cancer in you family many of the terms like chemo or what it makes you feel like come with a vague understanding.
When you read the title you may have been wondering the refference. This is a song which was in Blues Clues that Steve sang when he got mail. One thing you must understand is we have a service where we see most of our mail prior to it reaching the mailbox. For someone who likes opening things this creates a little excitement especially if you don't immediately recognize the return address. One of today's letters was from a friend who is also a cancer survivor. There is a shared understanding from people (in the club) about what you feel and think about the different facets of cancer. This particular card (as most are) was full of wonderful sentiments, encouragement and a promise of continued prayer. I read through this card several times today and will continue reading it many years into the future. A similar thing happens for me with the comments on this blog. I love reading the thoughts, encouragement, and prayers, Again I read them many years into the future. This becomes a stamp in time where I can go to look back at God's mighty work.
To the sender of today's Card. "Thank You so much!" To the sender of any card I get, Thank you also! To those who comment on the blog. Thank you even though it doesn't get mentioned often.
I am so sorry you are dealing with the nasty side effects of chemo. What a horrible process to go through (chemo). But, through it all, I am glad you are encouraged by the comments written here. Please know we are praying for you both daily. ❤️
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you are keeping your food down. I just wish it wasn't going so far down!! At least you don't have to go to the out house!! I'm praying that the cancer
ReplyDeleteis being killed. I pray for you many times a day.
Be still and know that I am God!!
Love you Mom
Praying for strength, healing, and for your side effects to get better! Thank you for your honesty. 💝🙏
ReplyDeleteKent. You don't know me. I know the Breens from Fair Haven, especially Leah from working together on Children and worship.
ReplyDeleteMy heart hurts that you are traveling this road again. For you, and for Leah and for mom Linda, your daughter, and all of your clan. I'm praying for you all from Isaiah 43.
I’m praying for strength, healing and comfort during this cancer time. Prayers for all of you🙏🏻🙏🏻💙
ReplyDeleteI appreciate your positive spin on a VERY difficult week. It is a blessing to be your mother in law! Leah has been a “rock star care-giver.” And your mom has stepped up and done so much for both of you. Your constant bouts of vomiting have been difficult to endure, I’m sure. Broken blood vessels in your eyes and esophagus told a little of the “story.” We pray you continue to gain strength and that your team figures out a new process to avoid the vomiting. Your care for others is returning to you in a multitude of ways, but most especially - prayers. Love you!
ReplyDeleteKent, I was a classmate of your MIL in high school. I live in Minnesota. I was a nurse so I understand a teeny bit about your side effects. But in no way can I imagine the fatigue, the GI issues, and so much more that you experience. I can just pray that Jesus wraps His arms around you. And when you are too tired to even pray, count on us warriors to be on our knees petitioning for you. Appreciate your updates!
ReplyDeletePraying continuously for you, Kent, that your side effects will be minimal! Hope that happens soon. 🙏🙏
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